endure - 2005

this pounding in my temple
the breaking of my heart
i feel so disconnected
i'm tearing myself apart

sheltered by your warmth
the comfort of your soul
never will i experience
such a beautiful moment once more

the depth inside your eyes
i'm reaching
i'm sinking
i'm falling
hoping such a moment
might once gain such intensity
fearing that it's lost now
i'll never ardor again
i'd rather live insanity
then feel the way i am

my mind replays that night
over and over again
euphoric visions of lust
your touch made me shiver
quiver and fuzz
your embrace, i felt such trust

never have i felt so safe
so perfect inside myself
making one feel so pure
then questioning himself
my heart comes to a halt now
i'll place her on the shelf

the voices in the darkness
are telling me to rest
how do i leave this moment
with you i felt my best

nothing seems to change now
you're always in my thoughts
breaking away from reality
i'm struggling, so far, so more

the need i feel in you
my mind is constantly sore
an image of you i keep in my heart
always looking, once more